2005-01-21 O 10:33 p.m.

Why do I do this to myself? I mean, honestly. I thought we both agreed that even though part of us said it wasn't a good idea that something in both of us still wanted to try. Guess not anymore. You're talking to Her. You spend you entire trip on the phone with her. Y'all are going on a date. Wow... We don't talk on the phone. We barely even talk. You've never asked me on a date. Well, unless you count Target, but I bought "Thank You" cards... so no, that doesn't count. I can't believe that I was so blind. And I can't believe that you... and Her... wow... I'm... hurt?