2004-12-26 O 9:07 p.m.

Life is so confusing. Somedays I feel like I'm on the teacup ride at Disney World. Spinning around and around. No getting off. No stopping it. Just around and around.
That's how we've been too. We talk in circles. When I finally decided to make it angular, you reciprocated. And where did it put us? In a new circle. But this one isn't near as fun.
Why am I doing this to myself? It makes no sense. I sit here and wait for you to figure out what it is you want. I could be out. I could find true love. Love like I would wish for as my third wish. But are you my true love?